[Current Condition: ECSTATIC]

Hey guys, I'm so glad to have something to blog about this time. I know i've been away from the blog for what seems like FOREVER, but I am back. I guess my last blog was a blessing in disguise. It attracted my ex, in who I have been thinking about for the longest. At the time, I hated to admit it, but I missed her like crazy. It's funny, because she told me I would miss her when she's gone. She was right. So, I think we talked for a long ass time. I actually talked to her so long, that I had to switch phones because the other one died. LMAO. Anyway, so we have made it final and we've decided to get married. LMAO. Just kidding. We're not married...at least, not yet; but that is in my plans further down the way. I can't express how much I love this girl. I know I have put Amanda through so much shit, and I still feel guilty for that to this day, and I vow to make this time so much different. I have been seeking help with these things, and I think that I can handle them a lot better than the first and second time we did this. And yeah, this is the third time me and Amanda have dated, but you have to understand, we love each other so much, and even though we have only been back together for 2 days, it seems like we've never broke up. I seriously think we are perfect for eachother, and I think we make an amazing couple. I can only wish for longevity amongst us both. I want to be that father that her son never had. I want to be her bf and maybe even her husband, that she's NEVER had. I just hope she feels the same way. This time, I will make this experience so much better. You'll see.

OH YEAH, ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT THIS: TIFF - "SHAWTY GOT LOW, LOW, LOW, LOW, Low, Lowwww...." LMAO! LOVE YA SIS!