[Current Condition: Hoping You’ll Fall In Love With Me]

Well, I noticed that my freaky side has showed himself to “Khris”. It’s funny because every time I want to hate him, I just keep coming right back to him.

Last night,  marked the beginning of a very dark period in my life. I ended up in a very suicidal state. I was just so lonely, and so stressed out because of the events of life, and I took a couple of pills to ease the pain. I was so frustrated that no one was there for me when I needed them the most :(. I felt betrayed. I felt used. I felt as though it wasn’t fair.

I talked to Khris, and he explained that he did try to help me, but I was so frustrated with him that I didn’t even care to realize that he was actually taking time to help. We ended up talking today, and he spent the whole day talking to me. We got a little flirty with each other, and he once again said he loved me. IDK. Every time he says that to me, a part of me just melts. Yum! It had me imagining about him in a very “naughty” way. Ehehe. As I type this, the image entered my mind again. WAAAH! *blushes* Okay that’s it! I’m leaving now! Night Night people!