Okay, so I was thinking when I watched all those videos on celebrities ‘claiming’ that it get’s better that - IT DOES NOT GET BETTER! Take this from someone that deals with suicidal thoughts on the daily basis and everything. I will tell you something; when I was growing up — I got teased everyday at school so much to the thought of me wanting to die at the age of 5. It seemed like people would FIND something to talk about me for. Everything I did, everything I said, every mannerism, was just another opening for bullying. I thought like those celebrities and thought to myself, “It Get’s Better”. You know what happened, NO! I DID NOT GET BETTER!!! IT GOT WORSE.

Let’s go on to middle school. In middle school it got no better. I was sitting there like a good student, and it resulted in me getting bullied ONCE again, and so I tell the teachers, and guess what? I GOT BULLIED BY MY TEACHERS AS WELL! That did absolutely NOTHING! Once again, I thought, “It Get’s Better”. You know what happened? Yes, It got WORSE!!!

Let’s move on to high school. As you guessed it, this was the most evilest time of my life. I was victim to physical bullying, mental bullying, and even got bullied from the very people I thought were my FRIENDS! I had got extremely suicidal at this time, and had no one to turn to. On top of that, my family wasn’t very supportive of my views and had no idea how to help me with my problems I were facing. Also, at that time I was trying to figure myself out — sexually. That didn’t help…

So anyway, I guess this goes without saying, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND BULLYING DOES NOT GET BETTER, IT GETS WORSE! The way I see it, If you don’t get help NOW, and call a crisis center, like I did, it will only get worse, and it’s not good to let those things just build up inside of you and fester, you know what i’m saying. go get help — IMMEDIATELY!!!

IF YOU OR SOMEONE YOU KNOW IS HAVING THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE, PLEASE CALL: 1-800-273-8255