[CURRENT CONDITION: LET'S START FROM THE BEGINNING]



I'm so tired of going back and forth in emotions about love. Why does it do me like this? Everytime I think about it, I go RIGHT back to being stressed and depressed? WHY?! Why am I feeling this way? I thought I was done feeling like this! It's frustrating! I've been trying to make sense of it all, but I haven't yet figured out anything. What is it that triggers these emotions? Simple mention of it? Seeing P.D.A.? The feeling that you won't find that special someone? What could it be? I just don't know anymore. I can't honestly answer any of that. I always tend to run away from my problems, and right now, this is my ONLY problem, but I don't know how to deal with it, and I don't think anyone else can help me deal with it either. Seems like another 23 years I have to go through life, without knowing the answer to something.