[CURRENT CONDITION: AND IT BEGINS AGAIN]

Sigh, I can't believe I have to deal with this again. *Sigh* how many times am I going to have to deal with them. *PAUSE* Okay, you must be wondering, who the hell am I talking about right? Well, I'm talking about my two oldschool friends from high school - Andre & Jeremy. It's always a rather "interesting" time with them. I always tend to be the one that is very uncomfortable. I can't figure out why though. I think it's because I don't get into half of the stuff that they do, so it's very difficult for me to deal with.

Today Jeremy came over while I was working so desperately to catch up with my college classes after that horrible ordeal (will get into that later), and he was talking about his relationship status and how Dre' and his wife Lisa will be here tomorrow with their baby. While this does sound like a cool little reunion or whatever, I am unsure if I will feel anything out of this whole ordeal. I can't say that I'd be excited to see them. It's come to the point where I dread it. He was talking about chilling at his house and playing some cards and eating some food over there. While that SOUNDS like a pretty chill time, you don't know them like I do. Talking and reminiscing about stuff with them always ends up in an argument. Aside from that, the whole atmosphere they put off is of a low-class than me. Now keep in mind, I AM NOT SAYING I AM THEIR SUPERIOR, but at the same time, I carry myself at a more conservative manner, and I feel as though there is a time and place for everything, and I am a no nonsense kinda person.

I always looked at "playing cards" to be affiliated with the ghetto. I don't see much fun out of that. Drunk heathens talking about how bad their life is, how many hoes they slept with, and broken goals they have. I just feel like, wow Anwar, what are you doing with them? You should be moving forward with your future goals, or maybe you should be trying to network. *Sigh* I don't even know anymore. Tomorrow shall be an interesting day. You'll hear about for sure.