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[CURRENT CONDITION: MY HEART DIED]



I'm sitting here holding back the tears. I never thought that love could hurt like it's doing right now. I don't understand this kinda love. Let me explain. I love this girl SO FUCKING MUCH, but the problem is, we're just friends. She would mention her boyfriend, and the things she does with him, and it bothers me soo much. It bothers me so much, it makes me depressed and stressed out, but I refuse to leave her side. I am just holding on to that little glimmer of hope when she'll say, "I'm yours". I'm such a hopeless romantic :( It's come to the point of if I don't have her in my life, then I have no life. It's THAT serious. Just the thought scares me.